WARNING: I really need to vent!
I've never posted on this board before I don't usually feel like I need support. But lately things have been snowballing and I'm not quite sure how I'm supposed to handle some of the things I need to right now. All of my support network has big things going on in their own life and let's face it my "issue" is self-inflicted and not at all new.
My husband's got his own set of precieved problems and just generally chooses to be miserable, crabby and indecisive about everything which leaves me a virtual single parent to our kids.
My friend, who I can normally talk to about anything is going through a divorce right now and totally, understandably I guess, pulling herself away from everything.
I'm dealing with them and their problems and I don't want to bother them with my issue even though I know I'm not in control of it any more, it's in control of me and I could really use some help dealing.
I've never posted on this board before I don't usually feel like I need support. But lately things have been snowballing and I'm not quite sure how I'm supposed to handle some of the things I need to right now. All of my support network has big things going on in their own life and let's face it my "issue" is self-inflicted and not at all new.
My husband's got his own set of precieved problems and just generally chooses to be miserable, crabby and indecisive about everything which leaves me a virtual single parent to our kids.
My friend, who I can normally talk to about anything is going through a divorce right now and totally, understandably I guess, pulling herself away from everything.
I'm dealing with them and their problems and I don't want to bother them with my issue even though I know I'm not in control of it any more, it's in control of me and I could really use some help dealing.