Caitsmama
<font color=darkorchid>Closet Hannah Montana Fan!<
- Joined
- Apr 13, 2006
Well, i had to think of a catchy title for myself.. I need to stay inspired, and i wanted a place to be held accountable, and i have to admit, i have no idea how to "blog".. so this is second best!
Anway- Jan. 3rd 2007: Current weight 208lbs (wow.. can't believe i typed that! ) I am heavier now than i ever have been - heavier than when i gave birth to my dd almost 6 yrs ago!! Wow.. I can feel my stomach sink as i "say" that. I feel terrible, emotionally and pshyically. I really noticed it this last november (2006) when we went to WDW, and i got exhausted very quickly from walking alot, and got shin splints from walking.. how pathetic! We go to WDW every november, and it seems like every year i am saying i want to look better, and it never happens. Well, this time i feel i got a reality check. I really hate the way i FEEL.. I feel so unhealthy, and that is what got me to WANT to do a change for this year.
This year we have a big year planned; We are going to Hilton Head Island for Feb. break (my mom, me and my dd) and i am happy the weather isn't going to be nice enough for me to go in a swimsuit.. But, nice enough to go in capris.. and take walks.
Then, in Nov.2007 we are going back to WDW, now, my dh won't be joining us this november, so it will just be me, my dd and my inlaws.. which is fine, but i know they will be out doing their thing, and i will be solely out with my dd.. and i don't want to be so out of shape that i am huffing and puffing as i take her around.This has the makings of a great mother/daughter bonding trip, and i don't want to ruin it b/c of my unhealthy weight.
Did i mention that in the beginning of November, i will also be turning 30! While i have to admit, i am actually looking forward to being 30 - however, i want to do it while looking better than i did at 25. And- i am not just talking skinnier, i mean HEALTHIER, and in better shape.
Then, one month after WDW, in Dec. 2007 we are going on the Disney Cruise 7 night western. So, i know 80% of my trip there will be in shorts/bathing suit or lightweight coverup.......... need i say more?!
So, this is the place i have chosen to record my progress and make friends who understand where i am coming from and where i want to go.
This is my personal journal.
Anway- Jan. 3rd 2007: Current weight 208lbs (wow.. can't believe i typed that! ) I am heavier now than i ever have been - heavier than when i gave birth to my dd almost 6 yrs ago!! Wow.. I can feel my stomach sink as i "say" that. I feel terrible, emotionally and pshyically. I really noticed it this last november (2006) when we went to WDW, and i got exhausted very quickly from walking alot, and got shin splints from walking.. how pathetic! We go to WDW every november, and it seems like every year i am saying i want to look better, and it never happens. Well, this time i feel i got a reality check. I really hate the way i FEEL.. I feel so unhealthy, and that is what got me to WANT to do a change for this year.
This year we have a big year planned; We are going to Hilton Head Island for Feb. break (my mom, me and my dd) and i am happy the weather isn't going to be nice enough for me to go in a swimsuit.. But, nice enough to go in capris.. and take walks.
Then, in Nov.2007 we are going back to WDW, now, my dh won't be joining us this november, so it will just be me, my dd and my inlaws.. which is fine, but i know they will be out doing their thing, and i will be solely out with my dd.. and i don't want to be so out of shape that i am huffing and puffing as i take her around.This has the makings of a great mother/daughter bonding trip, and i don't want to ruin it b/c of my unhealthy weight.
Did i mention that in the beginning of November, i will also be turning 30! While i have to admit, i am actually looking forward to being 30 - however, i want to do it while looking better than i did at 25. And- i am not just talking skinnier, i mean HEALTHIER, and in better shape.
Then, one month after WDW, in Dec. 2007 we are going on the Disney Cruise 7 night western. So, i know 80% of my trip there will be in shorts/bathing suit or lightweight coverup.......... need i say more?!
So, this is the place i have chosen to record my progress and make friends who understand where i am coming from and where i want to go.
This is my personal journal.