Kelsie,
So many people have already given you wonderful words of inspiration, friendship, courage and wisdom. I hope that some of it touches your heart and helps heal the pain you have. I know you have had some tough times, and you were able to come through it. You are still here and fighting, asking for help. I have been there, I posted a "confessional" and was immediately enveloped by love and friendship. Prayers were said for me, and I felt very honored. I never felt "worthy" of weight loss, but I was humbled by the fact that someone would pray for me, and I felt suddenly uplifted and the "worthiness" is slowly building for me. Hang in there kiddo, when you feel the energy and excitement again, it will happen for you. You don't need to "quit" but maybe regroup, take the time to find and rebuild the spirit within you. We are all here for different reasons, Were Inspired To Stay Healthy.... that is healthy body, mind and spirit. Heal you mind and spirit and your drive for a healthier body will come. Don't be too hard on yourself. You have led us to wonderful heights, and now it is our turn to be there for you. You will be in my prayers......