I'm sorry y'all if I sounded irate the yesterday. It's a really stressful time for us all. For me, I'm out of work, a roofer fell through my roof and I've had no choice but to have strange people in my house fixing the hole and it wiped my savings, and I'm pretty sure I'm losing my sweet 15 year old pug who's been with me through every bad/sad time and loved me beyond anything I've ever been worthy of and I can't afford to take her to the vet because of the above. I'm just a basket case and I'm snapping at everything and my filter (what little there ever was) is gone. Prayers accepted and I'll be doing the same for all of you. To say I'm scared is an understatement.