VMK got me through a lot of tough times, as it has MANY other DISers here. I started accumlating a ton of health problems for the past 2 years (I'm 23 now). I've had 2 surgeries, go to doctors quite often, and live on 7 pills a day. VMK helped me get through some of those issues because I had a chance to escape to a place where I really could be whoever I wanted to be, dress however I wanted to dress. I had some time to be the real me, a HEALTHY version of me, that I can't be in real life. I can't believe this is all being taken away (and I can't even imagine how much my feelings are multiplied when it comes to slinkyman and Bug).
Part of me still feels like a new player (it'll be around a year for me when it closes). But lately, I've started to feel more and more a part of this kingdom. I've been seeing MANY more DISers in game, through some trades or quests and such, and I've finally started feeling comfortable being more vocal and friendlier with them. Ninja's shell finally began to break. I mean, I went to JellyRolls's quest the other day and saw disva and Aengus. Haha, and the little girl in me was like, "WOW, those CELEBRITIES said HI TO ME!" Hehe. I know, I can be quite silly
I don't know if this is just me, but I think I would feel better if I could literally pick Ninja out of the monitor to "save" her along with her "sisters" (my mules, or as I call them, "my other me's"). As melodramatic as this may sound, this all feels like some sort of death.